August 27, 2005 @9:17 PM
Uhmm... All of the postings that you'll read below was my recent postings from Friendster.. I just copied it so that My Blog will have postings that you can read on when you visit it.. The other postings that you can read above are my new postings... That's all, thanks..
♥ you and i both loved
August 26, 2005 @4:13 PM
WHEW!! My life's already a mess!! And I'm starting to hate myself! What the hell is happening to me!?! Damn! This is cruel... My life's getting miserable... I don't want this feeling... I'm hating this... Every single moment... It annoys me... And I'm annoying others lives..I wanna STOP this... I don't wanna hold on... This is HELL!! I'm burning! This thing SUCKS!! So many people are fooled by this thing.. BUT... I'm not!! I wanna know the TRUTH! What is it that he wants!?!? I don't know the answers! ANd I'm still searching for it... I'm acting weird, acting weird!! I can't help it.. I'm moving on.. BUT when I'm already starting to move on and go on with my life something comes out that will bother me.. When will I escape from this thing?! Before, I am happy with my life, having my friends around me, my family and music.. I thought that it was enough, having them... Then there, something strucked me, they're not enough, my life's not complete, I'm searching fo something, and when I found it, I thought that my life's already complete... I will not have any problems and free from worries.... But hell no!!! Here I am now... I can't sleep, it's already 3:20am and I can't sleep!! This thing SUCKS! It's RUINING my life, when will this STOP??? I dunno the answers... I hope to find the answers as soon as possble.. I wanna continue my life... Life full of happiness, no other things to think about.. It's just about Me, ME, Me, and ME...
♥ you and i both loved
@12:29 PM
Is it too early for me to wake up!?! But I dunno... I dunno why I woked up so early... Something's been bothering me for quite a while... I dunno why so sudden that problem's keep coming back when you've been very happy in your life.. I thought I will not be bothered about other things... This is freaking crazy.... I know I shouldn't be bothered about this thing... But I really don't know... I pity who??? You??? Ohhh... I'm having a hard time thinking about this.... But I should stop thinking... The case is not getting better... And in fact... I am happy with what I am experiencing right now.... How? With whom? When? Do I have to elaborate that??? Yes?? No??? Hehehe.. I don't think so.. It's for you to find out... hehehe!! Selfish??? Huh??? Hahahaha!! No.. I'm not... It's just that... I am a secretive person.. plus... I am also a PRIVATE person... ???????????? ...... Hahahahaha!! Uhmmm... I am also a bit lonesome,though.. hehehe.. I'm really weird huh?!?! hehehe.. I know... Sigh... I wanna be with that person, but yet... I'm stil afraid of rejection, for love to fall back.. For everything.. Even though he keeps on telling me that it's not the physical aspect he's looking for but it's the inner beauty he found in me... Whoahhh... Is this true??? OK!!! The truth is that i'm in Love... and really hooked up... But... Sighhhhh.. I've got loads of BUT's.... I'm already happy but still there are a lot of questions that needs an answer... Sooner or Later... I'll have an answer to all of those questions... Bad or Good... I have to understand it... Truth hurts.. yea, really... But I am already preparing for that stuff, that's the only thing that I have to do... And if he's really true in everything he had said... The feelings, everything... Then,,, All I have to do is thank God for he has given me such person who'll be there for me through thick and thin?!?!?! Hehehe.. Uhmmm... I'm still hoping that all of this things that's happening to me is true... Cos for whatever reason it is.. I'm just really afraid of the possible things that could happen... I might get hurt,,, But it's part of reality... And I should face it.. It's part of the trials that I should face for me to be strong..... I know that God is always there to give me strength... I love God... And... I love you,too.... Ayiiieeeeeeee.... Hahahahhahaa!! Damn!! Hahahahahahhahaha!!
♥ you and i both loved
@12:18 PM
>>>>I've composed a new song... Uhmmm... I dunno if it's good but my pals told me that the lyrics is good though it's a bit short... Just read the lyrics... Aigghhht???? Here it goes....
I'm here in my room
Sitting at the corner
Waiting for your call
I can't help it
I can't help it
I'm starting to fall
Oh.. What have you done?
You made me fall for you
I've been caught in the middle
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to run
CHORUS:
I'm needing you
I'm wanting you
What will I do?
And now,
I'm already here
I don't know what to do
The clock is still moving
I'm waiting, I'm waiting
I've been bothered
What's taking you so long?
CHORUS2:
And I'm,
I'm needing you
I'm wanting you
What have I gotta do?
And now,
I'm already here
I don't know what to do...
>>Uhmm.. That's all.. Ehehe.. Immah bit emotional here,huh??? Ehehehe...
♥ you and i both loved
August 25, 2005 @11:42 AM
natapos na ang lahat
nandito pa rin ako
hetong nakatulala
sa mundo..
sa mundo..
di mo maiisip
di mo makikita
mga pangarap ko
para sa iyo..
ohhh..
hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
ohhh..
sa buhay ko..
nariyan ka pa ba?
di ka na matanaw
kung merong madadaang
pasulong.. pasulong..
ohhh..
hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
ohhh..
sa buhay ko..
sundan mo..
ang pag-himig na lulan na aking pinag-tatanto
sundan mo..
ang pag-himig ko..
ohhh..
hindi ko maisip kung wala ka..
ohhh..
sa buhay ko..
♥ you and i both loved
@11:40 AM
UHMMMMM.......It’s been a while since the last time I’ve updated this freakin blog!! Goodness!! I’ve been so busy with a lot of stuffs most probably "school stuffs" plus. I've been so Lazy that I didn't even updated this shit!! And now... I'm here again... I've no one to talk to.. Immah bit bored and a bit pre-occupied... What on Earth is happening to me!?! I dunno... Immah bit pissed off about things, stuffs, shits!! I dunno how to react about things... Maybe,... Yea.. maybe... I am just really a moronic type of person... I dunno... I can't help it.. Things are getting worser and worser everytime... I've been experiencing a lot of shit and the thing is... It makes my life more and more miserable... I dunno.. AM I acting ridicuLous?? Or AM I just really insane!?! I dunno! I don't even know the answers to my questions.. AM I really experiencing HELL??? MOthafucka!! I don't want this!! I don't like this feeling.. I wanna disappear.. I wanna have a life!! I'm burning, I'm burning!! I'm really acting weird right??? You don't know why... Yea.. Ofcourse! You don't know why!! I just don't wanna eLaborate about it.. And don't try to ask me about this.. I will not give you an answer... I maybe stupid, but I will not tell you why I'm acting like this!! Oh darn!! I'm starting to hate myself.. But I know that I shouldn't!! I should continue living my life... A life full of mysteries and myseries!!! I should stop here... I should end this... Before I explode....
♥ you and i both loved
@3:54 AM
HELL OF A........Yea... Brand New Day... oh yea... I felt really exhausted yesterday.. Maybe because... 'm really tired and really tied up on what was happening on us... It really felt different,,,(what had happened yeterday) maybe it's also because... Since that day.. I felt the frustration or the passion of taking my studies seriously, not like the other years that I've spent in school, not even participating on anything that has been said by the professor,,,
And it's making me feel d*mn crazy.... what on earth should I do...?? Well. I guess... Face the reality, I have to be a responsible person now,,, Because... I know... There will be a lot of tasks that will be given to me... Sooner or Later.. ALIEN na ako... Kase,, Di ko na alam ang mga ginagawa ko... hahahaa... Hope to protect this image that i've been building up... So that I'll grow more..not just an ordinary person but... An person who's ready to face her responsibility and face reality.....
Let's Go SAGO!! bwahahahhahaa...
♥ you and i both loved
@3:52 AM
THE ONLY THINGWhy are we here,I can't accept the fact you're leaving me,
And i'm so ashamed.
God, can't you seeI've been blinded by the things that i can't even hear
Why?
Needless to say that i'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.
Why are we still
Climbing on mountains just for the thrill
Please help me hereI'm completely lost without you and i cannot kill
Why?
Needless to say that i'm going for the kill
The beaty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.
♥ you and i both loved
@3:50 AM
Nothing... I'm just counting the hours... Few hours later... I'll be fixing myself... And start the semester with a SMILE...HUH???? What am I talking about?? Sh*t.. I've been talking non-sense for quite a while and it's really not good... I'm going crazy... For whatever it is... O don't know.. I'm starting to believe what my friends told me... "G*go ka lang talaga kaya ganyan ang naiisip mo" But what if it's true... What will happen to me... Will I still be happy?? Will I still learn how to forgive and forget... HUH?? Sh*t man!! Di ko na mapigilan sarili ko... Nasaan na ba ako... Parang wala na ako sa karimlan ng katotohanan... Parang unti unti na kong nawawala sa karimlan ng aking pag iisip... Parang nababaliw na ako.... Hinde!! Hinde!! Hinde!! Hinde ito pwedeng mangyari... Gagawa ako ng paraan... Now.. Can you see what's been happening to me... But anyways.. I guess... I will be alright... Bwahahahaaahhahahhaa!!
♥ you and i both loved